I know you probably won't believe this. But you're beautiful. And things are gonna be okay love. I promise.
"You aren’t ‘going to get huge’ You are going to be a normal healthy weight. You won’t be fat. You won’t be huge. You will be healthy, energetic and free from anorexia"
i’m not eating for the next 2 days i’m so fucking fat fuck this i’m absolutely fucking repulsive how did i let this happen
i need to lose weight now ughghghgh
i just want to be skinny again sosososo badly. i hate how i look so fucking much. i look so fucking chunky and disgusting and all the muscle mass i lost came back as fucking gross flabby soft fat. i hatehatehate it
happy birthday <3
thank you!! :)
I’m dreading this weekend because of your bullshit and by the time Sunday rolls around I’m probably gonna be too triggered (like every sunday) to even enjoy my own fucking birthday. last Saturday and Sunday I b/ped 5 times in total cause you triggered me so bad.
thank you for ruining the first good group of friends I’ve ever had by constantly triggering me by copying me, only ever agreeing with me and responding to everything I say even when I’m not fucking talking to you. I’m too fucking anxious and insecure to even enjoy hanging out with my friends. and you’re too fucking clueless and selfish to notice. I can’t say shit either cause that’ll send you into a huge depressive episode where you’ll treat me like garbage and ignore me to punish me or something.
I just need something to stay good for a long time for fucking once. why does everyone need to eventually ruin everything for me.
I also was stuck in a relationship where I felt I couldn’t leave because he told me he’d kill himself if I did. you fucking know that and yet you still do this to me. you selfish fuck.
i hate my fat fucking slef so much why did i let myself get this fucking disgusting. you can’t even see my fucking jawline i’m so fucking gross and ugly